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wee. its the new year. I havent signed in here since september 08. :wow: alright lets do this again. Its a new year which means new beginnings and i hope this means this year would be kinder to me. hopefully I can get a new digital camera. :roll: and get back on the track of doing studio photography. hopefully. :tears: I am going to try and get a job. TRY. i dunno how im gonna get one with the singapore economy so bad and the art scene is practically shrinking over here. I will try and move away. maybe not this year but within the next five years. anyway, Im glad i signed into deviantart today because I feel inspired just looking at oth

why? hahahahahhahahahaha. I'm laughing at myself. everyday. I'm doing a job I don't even like. I'm actually in publishing... for like two months already. The pay ain't great.. and the job sucks. publishing is cool.. yes.. but when you're designing children's books, its not!! :( well, alright. its not THAT bad. but it doesn't get me anywhere. blah. anyway, i do have one piece of good news. Me and my twin finally bot a good printer/scanner... i can finally scan in my photos and also print out my stuff for portfolio. great! and I'm looking to buy a TLR soon. yayness. and i want to sell my 350d too. Its collecting dust. sad I know... but

remember i said about two and a half months ago that i'd revamp and stuff. well.. guess i didn't. i don't know what to do with my life right now. spiralling down the drain. no money to fund my art, no inspiration, no life. family life aint that great either. i want some money to book studio please. and im so sad i have no money to get tix for avenue Q. :crying: --------------------------------------------------------------------- my twin sister - ~lightafire (https://www.deviantart.com/lightafire) groups - :icontoy-camera: :icondapride: :iconDavid-Bowie-Fans: :iconpiercings: :iconblacktshirtclub: :iconfineart-photography: :iconpure-placebo: :iconGoPolaroid: Cameras - c